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screaming


5 Kasim 2000, Beylikdüzü
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No one knows...
No one can tell me they understand...
None of them are me...
and I stand here cold in the rain...
I can feel the water

Droplets like tiny fingers...
Touching me...
Smothering me...
and I am smoldering with rage and anger...
So bitter...
So long gone...
Stop touching me...
Stop reaching out...
Because can't you see you only make me run further away?

Just let me breathe...
Just let me cry...
just let me have this broken heart and this broken moment...
so maybe I can remember...
I don't want to be held...
I don't want to be kissed...
I don't want to fuck you or him or anyone else...
you all want something and none of you can see that I am so much more than you realize...

I want out of this corner...
I want to embrace this madness that has consumed me and I can't be here for you...
the lights are out...
No one's home...
And I am choking on my insecurity...

Drowning in this never ending storm behind my eyes...
unsettled conflicts and unsettled desires...
dreams of far away places...

But nowhere on earth is far enough away for me right now...
nothing can please me...
and I just want to be still...
I just want the wind to blow somewhere else...
I want to be alone right now...
Can't you see?
So stop touching me...

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